Today was a good day, I mean productive – Same difference for me.
So, as an up-and-coming YouTuber I have lots to do on that front, script writing, filming, videography, etc. You get me. Another good reason to have yoga in my life, it keeps little things, like the grocery delivery guy being unable to read instructions properly and blaming me for it, from bothering me to death.
Every second of my day, honestly, has been work. Even when I had nausea earlier. I curled up on the couch, back throbbing, muscle spasms ripping through my body… Trash can in front of me, just in case. Even then, I had my tablet out and articles open for SkillShare since I am building a few classes on there.
I got my 20 minutes of empowering, positive listening done today, did the dishes, made food, the works.
So, let’s get into the hard stuff. This will probably be a short one (no significant change).
Like I mentioned, I was pretty sick today. And since I’ve started Yoga I’ve been noticed issues with my digestive system – so TMI, but I am dealing with that. Most of my sick was due to back pain, which I am dealing right now and have been dealing with all day. However, it’s been a bit less that what I am used too. Though, maybe my threshold has got higher?
Bending in the shower seemed easier than normal. I don’t think I have lost any significant weight yet, but I don’t expect to in only 5 days.
Usually after having a bad day (like yesterday) I sulk in it. Last night, after I posted to you all, I laid in bed and found myself doing my usual anxiety thing (playing the greatest hits of what all I’ve done wrong.) and I told myself, NO, I’m not thinking about the past, let’s think about the future… and I fell asleep.
Today something I heard sang inside me, “Don’t blame yourself for the mistakes you made in the past that you would not make the same choices today, for if you do… you will be convicting and innocent person.” Now, I didn’t catch who it was that said it, so if you know – drop me a comment so I can properly source them.
Seriously though, this just rang and chimed inside my mind. Yes, I am different, I am no longer that person from my youth, so I need to stop dwelling on my mistakes. They only hold me back, and I need to move forward.
So far, the changes I have made to my sleep, eating, listening, activities, etc, my mental and emotional health is amazing. FYI, totally recommend the changes. Healthy living, healthy thinking.
Notice I am getting a bit more organized with these blogs? Bear with me, still new to all this. I’m a fiction writer first and foremost.
Did I mention all the changes I have made? Let’s just go over them real fast:
Wake up every day on time. No excuses.
15-25 minutes of exercise 5 days a week (this is the plan, so far, so good.)
20 minutes of empowering and inspiring listening.
Sticking to a schedule.
Making to-do lists, and crossing things off as I do them.
Making use of every minute of my day, whether it is for learning or doing.
Things that have resulted from these changes:
Less complaining, less annoyance.
Better sleep, better choices.
Lowered anxiety, noticeable decrease in depression.
Happier than I have been in a long time.
I find that I enjoy everything I do just a little bit more.
I am more interactive with people and my family.
I don’t feel like people wanting my attention is a bother.
I have had more backbone when it comes to saying ‘NO’, when I really cannot do something.
I feel way more creative!
I have to say these are some great changes and I am only looking forward to things getting even better as I go. This is my stepping stone to success, to a change in my life. I started doing this because I realized I would never be able to get health insurance and the only way I was going to be able to fix my problem was by taking a holistic and mental approach, and so here I am.
Looking Toward The Future:
I’m excited for all the changes. I am excited to see what changes come forward, I am excited to someday give you a blog over 1,000 words on the subject! Ha! Right now, this is just about showing the journey and hopefully just maybe my stepping stones to a better me will help those of you reading find a better you.
Even if you aren’t disabled, maybe you’re depressed and stuck in a dead-end job. Maybe… just maybe, Yoga can save your life as well as mine.
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